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The Voice :  Well then, what is it you seek my girl?

                    ...........(silence for some moments)...........

Ajax         :  I seek "myself."

                    (silence again)

The Voice :  Look into yourself and tell me what it is you see.

Ajax         :  (Head hanging low) I see nothing.

                    (silence again)

                    I see something but i don't know what.

                    I see my heart. I see it's pure.

                      I see a veil of darkness looming over it and it's tryin hard to remove

                      the veil and come out.

                      Sometimes i hear it shouting things to me. It just gets too much

                      passionate at times. It's like i'm gonna do it. i'm gonna come out.

                      you gotta help me. It'll be great if we are together. Let's get this goin

                      girl.

                      And i'm like yeah cool, i'm totally gonna let you out. But then i don't.

                      So it starts convincing me.

                   

                      And i'm like ya.........ya.........a hah...........yeah......you're right. But 

                      After some time of doin this all we are still doin is only talkin. I'm like

                      let the right time come, and i'll let you out.

                      And right then it stops, it gets quite. i can feel that it's sad. It's got so                   

                      much fuel to it but i'm not lettin it burn.

                      I'm like a lamp encasing this light inside me except that lamps have

                      transparent glass that helps spreading the light but i've got a dark

                      glass which totally stops it.

                      Perhaps my glass is dark only for the grease that has settled on it over

                      the years.

                      The grease which is a toxic by-product of human factory and the

                      humans don't even care what harm it is causing to the soft young

                      souls of this world.      

                 

                      The human factory of selfish, bitter, unhappy - souls!

                           Is this where we young hearts are headed too? A life of restlessness

                      and bitterness!

                           Where someday we ourselves will be doin the same crimes by which

                      we are victimized, today?

                           Killin the new light that is born in this world?

                      For how long will this light fight within? Someday we will suffocate it

                      to death. And it will return to the place it came from - the Sky.

                          

                           Everyday it will rise only to reminisce over the lamp case that could

                      have been the instrument of it's glory but is now only an 'empty' glass

                      case.

                           When i tell this story to my heart it still has faith in himself and also in

                      me!

                           It shows me examples of great lights that shone so bright that their

                      light reached to heavens! It tells me that their days are long gone but

                      their legacy still continues. It tells me to just take a leap of faith and

                      we shall be invincible - that we can be that legacy! I smile back to it

                      and the fire gets stronger and firm.

The Voice :  If you seek yourself than you shall indeed find yourself.

                      There is no matter - external, that can stop you.

                      Coz the 'true matter' is within you.