The Voice : Well then, what is it
you seek my girl?
...........(silence for some
moments)...........
Ajax :
I seek "myself."
(silence again)
The Voice : Look into yourself and
tell me what it is you see.
Ajax :
(Head hanging low) I see nothing.
(silence again)
I see something but i don't know what.
I see my heart. I see it's pure.
I see a veil of darkness looming over it and
it's tryin hard to remove
the veil and come out.
Sometimes i hear it
shouting things to me. It just gets too much
passionate at times. It's
like i'm gonna do it. i'm gonna come out.
you gotta help me. It'll
be great if we are together. Let's get this goin
girl.
And i'm like yeah cool,
i'm totally gonna let you out. But then i don't.
So it starts convincing
me.
And i'm like
ya.........ya.........a hah...........yeah......you're right. But
After some time of doin
this all we are still doin is only talkin. I'm like
let the right time come,
and i'll let you out.
And right then it stops,
it gets quite. i can feel that it's sad. It's got so
much fuel to it but i'm
not lettin it burn.
I'm like a lamp encasing
this light inside me except that lamps have
transparent glass that
helps spreading the light but i've got a dark
glass which totally stops it.
Perhaps my glass is dark
only for the grease that has settled on it over
the years.
The grease which is a
toxic by-product of human factory and the
humans don't even care
what harm it is causing to the soft young
souls of this world.
The human factory of
selfish, bitter, unhappy - souls!
Is this where we young hearts are headed too? A life of
restlessness
and bitterness!
Where someday we ourselves will
be doin the same crimes by which
we are victimized, today?
Killin the new light that is born
in this world?
For how long will this
light fight within? Someday we will suffocate it
to death. And it will
return to the place it came from - the Sky.
Everyday it will rise only to
reminisce over the lamp case that could
have been the instrument
of it's glory but is now only an 'empty' glass
case.
When i tell this story to my
heart it still has faith in himself and also in
me!
It shows me examples of great
lights that shone so bright that their
light reached to heavens!
It tells me that their days are long gone but
their legacy still
continues. It tells me to just take a leap of faith and
we shall be invincible -
that we can be that legacy! I smile back to it
and the fire gets
stronger and firm.
The
Voice : If you seek yourself than you shall indeed find yourself.
There is no matter -
external, that can stop you.
Coz the 'true matter' is
within you.
